It's about my life and how I view it. It's about everything I deal with to give those looking in a glimpse. It's about me. It's about my experiences with losing a child. It's about my son, Sam. His sisters, Shannon and Elizabeth. It's about helping others that have lost a child. It's about being an abnormal teenager that has been through more than most humans. I've battled more things in my life than you could ever know or understand. I am very open minded and calm. Have a question? Ask :)
Yes. They were girls, born at 23 weeks and twin A, Elizabeth died just a few hours after birth and twin B, Shannon died a few days later due to respiratory complications that were just to much for her.
They would have been 4 this August.
the first time i saw a penis, i thought it was a finger.
(via teaandaquamountains)
| 1: | Full name |
|---|---|
| 2: | Zodiac sign |
| 3: | 3 Fears |
| 4: | 3 things I love |
| 5: | 4 turns on |
| 6: | 4 turns off |
| 7: | My best friend |
| 8: | Sexual orientation |
| 9: | My best first date |
| 10: | How tall am I |
| 11: | What do I miss |
| 12: | What time were I born |
| 13: | Favourite color |
| 14: | Do I have a crush |
| 15: | Favourite quote |
| 16: | Favourite place |
| 17: | Favourite food |
| 18: | Do I use sarcasm |
| 19: | What am I listening to right now |
| 20: | First thing I notice in new person |
| 21: | Shoe size |
| 22: | Eye color |
| 23: | Hair color |
| 24: | Favourite style of clothing |
| 25: | Ever done a prank call? |
| 26: | What colour of underwear I'm wearing now? |
| 27: | Meaning behind my URL |
| 28: | Favourite movie |
| 29: | Favourite song |
| 30: | Favourite band |
| 31: | How I feel right now |
| 32: | Someone I love |
| 33: | My current relationship status |
| 34: | My relationship with my parents |
| 35: | Favourite holiday |
| 36: | Tattoos and piercing i have |
| 37: | Tattoos and piercing i want |
| 38: | The reason I joined Tumblr |
| 39: | Do I and my last ex hate each other? |
| 40: | Do I ever get “good morning” or “good night ” texts? |
| 41: | Have I ever kissed the last person you texted? |
| 42: | When did I last hold hands? |
| 43: | How long does it take me to get ready in the morning? |
| 44: | Have I shaved your legs in the past three days? |
| 45: | Where am I right now? |
| 46: | If I were drunk & can’t stand, who’s taking care of me? |
| 47: | Do I like my music loud or at a reasonable level? |
| 48: | Do I live with my Mom and Dad? |
| 49: | Am I excited for anything? |
| 50: | Do I have someone of the opposite sex I can tell everything to? |
| 51: | How often do I wear a fake smile? |
| 52: | When was the last time I hugged someone? |
| 53: | What if the last person I kissed was kissing someone else right in front of me? |
| 54: | Is there anyone I trust even though I should not? |
| 55: | What is something I disliked about today? |
| 56: | If I could meet anyone on this earth, who would it be? |
| 57: | What do I think about most? |
| 58: | What’s my strangest talent? |
| 59: | Do I have any strange phobias? |
| 60: | Do I prefer to be behind the camera or in front of it? |
| 61: | What was the last lie I told? |
| 62: | Do I perfer talking on the phone or video chatting online? |
| 63: | Do I believe in ghosts? How about aliens? |
| 64: | Do I believe in magic? |
| 65: | Do I believe in luck? |
| 66: | What's the weather like right now? |
| 67: | What was the last book I've read? |
| 68: | Do I like the smell of gasoline? |
| 69: | Do I have any nicknames? |
| 70: | What was the worst injury I've ever had? |
| 71: | Do I spend money or save it? |
| 72: | Can I touch my nose with a tounge? |
| 73: | Is there anything pink in 10 feets from me? |
| 74: | Favourite animal? |
| 75: | What was I doing last night at 12 AM? |
| 76: | What do I think is Satan’s last name is? |
| 77: | What’s a song that always makes me happy when I hear it? |
| 78: | How can you win my heart? |
| 79: | What would I want to be written on my tombstone? |
| 80: | What is my favorite word? |
| 81: | My top 5 blogs on tumblr |
| 82: | If the whole world were listening to me right now, what would I say? |
| 83: | Do I have any relatives in jail? |
| 84: | I accidentally eat some radioactive vegetables. They were good, and what’s even cooler is that they endow me with the super-power of my choice! What is that power? |
| 85: | What would be a question I’d be afraid to tell the truth on? |
| 86: | What is my current desktop picture? |
| 87: | Had sex? |
| 88: | Bought condoms? |
| 89: | Gotten pregnant? |
| 90: | Failed a class? |
| 91: | Kissed a boy? |
| 92: | Kissed a girl? |
| 93: | Have I ever kissed somebody in the rain? |
| 94: | Had job? |
| 95: | Left the house without my wallet? |
| 96: | Bullied someone on the internet? |
| 97: | Had sex in public? |
| 98: | Played on a sports team? |
| 99: | Smoked weed? |
| 100: | Did drugs? |
| 101: | Smoked cigarettes? |
| 102: | Drank alcohol? |
| 103: | Am I a vegetarian/vegan? |
| 104: | Been overweight? |
| 105: | Been underweight? |
| 106: | Been to a wedding? |
| 107: | Been on the computer for 5 hours straight? |
| 108: | Watched TV for 5 hours straight? |
| 109: | Been outside my home country? |
| 110: | Gotten my heart broken? |
| 111: | Been to a professional sports game? |
| 112: | Broken a bone? |
| 113: | Cut myself? |
| 114: | Been to prom? |
| 115: | Been in airplane? |
| 116: | Fly by helicopter? |
| 117: | What concerts have I been to? |
| 118: | Had a crush on someone of the same sex? |
| 119: | Learned another language? |
| 120: | Wore make up? |
| 121: | Lost my virginity before I was 18? |
| 122: | Had oral sex? |
| 123: | Dyed my hair? |
| 124: | Voted in a presidential election? |
| 125: | Rode in an ambulance? |
| 126: | Had a surgery? |
| 127: | Met someone famous? |
| 128: | Stalked someone on a social network? |
| 129: | Peed outside? |
| 130: | Been fishing? |
| 131: | Helped with charity? |
| 132: | Been rejected by a crush? |
| 133: | Broken a mirror? |
| 134: | What do I want for birthday? |
| 135: | How many kids do I want and what will be their names? |
| 136: | Was I named after anyone? |
| 137: | Do I like my handwriting? |
| 138: | What was my favourite toy as a child? |
| 139: | Favourite Tv Show? |
| 140: | Where do I want to live when older? |
| 141: | Play any musical instrument? |
| 142: | One of my scars, how did I get it? |
| 143: | Favourite pizza toping? |
| 144: | Am I afraid of the dark? |
| 145: | Am I afraid of heights? |
| 146: | Have I ever got caught sneaking out or doing anything bad? |
| 147: | Have I ever tried my hardest and then gotten disappointed in the end? |
| 148: | What I'm really bad at |
| 149: | What my greatest achievments are |
| 150: | The meanest thing somebody has ever said to me |
| 151: | What I'd do if I won in a lottery |
| 152: | What do I like about myself |
| 153: | My closest Tumblr friend |
| 154: | Something I fantasise about |
| 155: | Any question you'd like |
Fucking bastered. I hate you. I despise you. You treat me like shit. Like I was NEVER your entire world. And it makes me wonder if what you felt for me was real. If you really loved me. You know you saying “if you can fall out of love so easy than you never loved at all.” Im starting to think it’s true. God damn! I hate that I still love you. That you’re the reason why I can’t fully give me self to someone else. I deserve so much better. I feel like such a dumbass for loving you. For still trying to be friends with you. You asshole. >:(
I put up with your bullshit?! You said straight up, you didn’t want anything to do with it. Why is it that it has to change our friendship? Wth?
To the moms-to-be, the mommies, the mommies whose babies are with the angels, the birth moms, the adoptive moms, the foster moms, the young moms, the older moms, the surrogate moms, the moms who are ttc, the mister moms, and the moms who are with the angels.
Today is your day.
(via kitchaos)
Its mothers day and also my grandmas 80th birthday!
Today is my prom! Im excited.. but the one guy I wanted to go with, is going to his cousins wedding. Im bummed but I’ll get over it. No matter what I’ll have a great time tonight :)
Day 4: How did you find out were expecting?
Uhm…i had suspicion that i was and so I waited about a week to take a test and sure enough, it was positive.
Day 5: What trimester are you in and how do you feel?
Im in my 1st. And i feel like poop. Im always tired. Im always thirsty. Im always sick. And im always having to pee because im always drinking so much water. My back hurts, im carrying around a small basketball that im not used to at all. Other than that, Im excited about being a mommy. :)
Is probably a bad idea to have on my phone… I even have the widget on one of my screens so i can easily post things… hmmm…this could be very bad…
No…sorry.
Thank you! :)
Day 2: A picture of the father and 5 facts.
1. He’s a Biology Major.
2. LOVES weapons..mostly Guns and knifes
3. Has 3 younger brothers
4. Is an Eagle Scout
5. Loves kids.
Day 3: Do you know the day you conceived?
According to my little app on my phone it was sometime during March. but I don’t know the specific date.
